life is all of a sudden reeaaaallllly good. even despite the fact that its 3AM and i'm not even close to being done with my muir 50 proposal AND grey's anatomy won't be on for several months.

i have that magical trevor song stuck in my head. anti-woot.

my ADD has caused me to become bored by this so i decided to make a new account. so yeah, my username is now imaloserxbaby so yeah. its a really corny name but all the super fly names were already taken. and it has nothing to do with "maloser"... jazmin. haha. okay, so hopefully itll be less yannick-y and such. yay. i feel so refreshed. i heart new stuff!

i told my mom i'd go to LBC for her and send money to the philippines but i really dont feel like walking and now i'm just stalling.. besides, i dont know where my keys are so how shall i lock the door.....oh wait.. theyre right here. BLAH. i suppose i must begin my journey now, or at least find shoes to wear that match my outfit.

dude.. i'd totally forgotten how fun it is to jump around in those bounce house thingies. there was one in my backyard yesterday for my sister's birthday party. 'twas rad. i hope my sister had fun.. well, as much as a two year old can have when she doesnt really even know its her birthday... because i had to blow up a jillion balloons. and she ( Read more... )

i had an adventure at CCC. i almost dropped my purse.. and myself in an icky pond. a strange guy that i only sorta know touched my butt at least twice today. i think i have a blister on the bottom of my foot. i had a few conversations with random people i dont know that were sufficiently awkward. i'm hellsa broke so tomorrow i have to go to lunch ( Read more... )

i fucking hate hercules. i hate how small it is and how whenever you go outside you see the one person you dont want to see and then your soul hurts for the rest of the day. i hate that i have to drive past thousands of bad memories just to get to church. i want to spray my house with memory repellent. argh sigh blah grawr.

today was basically the worst day of my life. i'm still upset, and i probably shouldnt be.. i feel retarded for letting stupid boys make me so sad all the time. i wish i had told him why i was upset, and since i tried to call him and he didnt answer, he might never know. maybe i didnt want to tell him because i didnt want all my friends to see me ( Read more... )

my toe hurts.
my mom isnt home yet.
my dress is UGLY (just like my face. argh).
i dont know how to do my hair.
and what is so wrong with the fact that i've taken two showers and brushed my teeth 3 times so far today?! nothing dammit!!!

yeah.. today we went to the "reunion" which was... loverly. i got to see that asshole yannick which is always a glorious occassion and i left a handprint on his car window, simply because i was bored and brandon is a very bad influence. oh and i got to see some people that i dont completely hate also! then we went to the pacific east mall and left ( Read more... )