school is going well.... it is VERY different from what i'm used to, but i'm definitely liking it ( Read more... )

i dunno..... i feel like expressing myself.... even though only one person reads this (that i know of ( Read more... )

i don't know how i got so lucky, but i definitely am ( Read more... )

i hate that i have made a decision.... followed through on it..... and now i'm thinking it was wrong......

i got the call! i'm hired!!!!! i FINALLY got a fricken job. it doesn't pay as much as i'd like, but money is still money, and i can use as much as they can give me. maybe i'll dazzle them with my talent and they'll make me part owner!! thats a laugh ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a lot better today...... i think finally my hard work is paying off.... i just wish it hadn't taken so long ( Read more... )

it has been a long time since i've felt this way ( Read more... )

8 more days..... or as Owen would say.... 8 more sleeps. i have a lot of different emotions going through me..... could be more than one reason for it, but i feel like it all stems from me moving away. part of me feels like it will be a relief to everyone once i'm gone. i keep getting this question from friends of the family: "i thought you ( Read more... )

finally not at school any more.... i'll never have to go back to that place ever again. that is totally thrilling. i had true intentions of starting to unpack my stuff today, but i just couldn't. i just wanted to do nothing all day, and boy have i. all i've done is sit here and chat online. it may seem a bit boring, but boring is what i think ( Read more... )

six weeks..... no no... sooner than that..... in three weeks i'll start packing my bags..... putting only what is necessary into two suitcases and two carry on bags. putting the important books, movies, and CDs into boxes to be mailed. and then three weeks later, everything will change. every last little thing in my life will be different. i've ( Read more... )