so im broke my job blows. only one beer left and almost out of pot. i can see the highway under my feet driving my shitty car with a leaking gas tank. but all in all life is pretty damn good

shit has been so crazy, and good at the same time for me

more of the cold wind, snow, and crappy days. i hate this shit

i got an irish name and an injury................ a lesson and, a curse cast down on me. so many have the blues like me. it was a cold wind blowing on the night i left...... it's been a long week , i got a slow leak in my right tire. i'm down to my last week.............. run a line with the rail road track, leave everybody sleeping in this sleep ( Read more... )

and what a long and frustrating one it's been too. lol god i never thought that i could have ever screwed up my life this much in such a short time. lol i always seemed to have shit under control, but looking back i could see every step off the road i was taking. it all started with crashing that car, it's funny how much you feel like you can get ( Read more... )

it's wierd to say this after so much time of just getting fucked up so often but i have no desire to do that anymore. i'd rather just be the sober one watching everybody get fucked up. i'm content with just being sober, a whiskey here and there and even then i'm still not even drinking enough to get a buzz. it's a pretty cool think to me

i need help

are few and far between. when i moved here a year ago i kind of saw it coming, but never belived, i'd be wanted by the law. but what can ya do? i supose if i hadn't been in my fuck it all mind set for so long this wouldn't have happened, but"fuck it". it's whatever. it's kind of exciting anyway. keeps me on my toes at least. but thats what bad ( Read more... )

is everything new in my life right now just covering up the way i was before or it helping me get anybetter

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