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i took 2-3 hits of acid a while ago and i tripped for 24 hours. it was even more intense than my first trip ( Read more... )

she said that no matter where she went, she would never be satisfied. neither here nor there would she find happiness. i told her i wish that i was enough for her, because she was for me. she just laughs ( Read more... )

I embrace my desire to ( Read more... )

i swear to god, for a 10 minute period i will be as carefree as can be, but then i will feel like utter worthless shit. then a random occurence will make me feel like living again 10 minutes later. it's too fucking turbulent. i cant take the pressure of getting a job. i cant take the pressure of talking to people i dont know. i cant focus while ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say. i moved 6 hours away from home with jennifer and im living with her parents until we're able to stand on our own. i left all my friends and family so that i could go on this journey, to find out some things. not only about myself, but about her. the last few months have been a blur of drug use. i learned so much... but what ( Read more... )

my playing around on the guitar has evolved into a remarkable newfound love and appreciation for music. and now im really learning how to play. i know you feel this too - just know that i feel it too. there's no way to describe it. if you dont feel it, then i hope one day you do ( Read more... )

24 hours later: like waking up and sensing for the first time ( Read more... )

i get a taste so sweet of the joy that is intimacy with another person, then it fades before i can swallow... but definately always returns. sooner or later, i'll finally get a big healthy bite and be able to chew it thoroughly.

life seems like it's going one way and then it takes a turn.. as usual. but this time it's a big one. i moved in with my friend erin.. she lives in a trailer that her dad owns, which is right next door to my sister's boyfriend's parents' trailer. peculiar things have happened to me lately. ive been able to find good things everywhere... little ( Read more... )