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I'm ready.
To get control of my credit, sell the house, get divorced (not nec. in that order), find a smaller much less expensive house to buy (maybe with a fireplace and a little garage for a workshop, my two non-negotiables, that I let go last time!) even if I need my mom to cosign (which I probably will but she's tired of worrying about me so she will ( Read more... ) -
best news ever
I've always had, at best, a complicated relationship with my mother. Strained, hateful, resentful, angry, avoidant, it's been all of these things and more. For a while in my 20s it was pleasantly superficial, then there was a blowout one Thanksgiving and I didn't see her for several years. We keep in touch mostly via email with the occasional ( Read more... ) -
oh eljay, how i miss thee
I can't remember when last I posted. I am now nearly done with clinic, although it is slow going. Lately I've been really craving more than the one-liner posting that facebook is for ( Read more... ) -
oh. my god.
So, the short story of the breakup is that while things turned to shite at the early part of the summer, I didn't really know why. Suddenly Aaron was calling me names, telling me to fuck off, despicable shit like that. It turned out that he was cheating on me with a 24 year old bartender whore named TANYA. Because apparently no one named Amber ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year
Poor LJ, dying a slow and agonizing death of attrition. I always think I ought to post more, and then I don't ( Read more... ) -
Dear Danny,
You were a good person to know. And I am glad we were friends. I cannot describe how saddened and shocked I was to hear about you dying. People have started to say this word "passing", as though somehow all of this has been one big day at school and then you get to graduate. I don't get this. So I don't say it ( Read more... ) -
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so i know i have posted many times on here about my relationship frustrations. the other day, after being told to "fuck off" for being upset about something aaron did, i ended it. i almost backslid the day after, but maintained my strength ( Read more... ) -
the weather outside is...
astounding! it is june 15th, and it is 73 degrees outside! It is as though I've moved to Maine or something ( Read more... ) -
i <3 politics again
Dear Senator Specter ( Read more... ) -
ha.
so, i have a couple of old aol accounts that i don't use for much but receipts for online things, so my regular email doesn't get junked up ( Read more... )