im alone.

the day before all of my brain cells are diminished. thought i'd update to those who still read this, to like the two people that i still know. things are moving very fast , i move out in two months and am getting ready for a new school, new city and a new country!!! im at peace right now, with myself that is, because as much as id like to say i ( Read more... )

im scared. of all of this, it's like ripping a band aid off.

i got in to brooks, lets get drunk and celebrate

after a long 4 days in the valley i have returned home for my last 6 or so months of living here.so much changes every day , and i can truly say that my eyes are open, and my heart is open, and i have never felt this alive.I've come so far, and sometimes i felt for nothing, but the pieces are forming into something beautiful .I often feel at the ( Read more... )

today is shit. i dont know what i am doing.

if we only pulled the mask off we'd be living

yea sheryll crow.. umm no, lifes good im done with school on friday,and get a visit from some wonderful people this weekend, things are changing and i almost cant keep up, some very important people in my life are leaving(but not for good) , and im going to be taking some big steps soon enough, im excited , im hopeful, im fine, and even when things ( Read more... )

i've been playing with this fire since as far back as i can remember i have burns all over me but with time it heals and i have learned to juggle its flames quiet well. every now and then its scorches my skin and im in the same place that i began. and here it comes, time again, trying to pry me back up. im fucking tired, ive wasted myself, and ( Read more... )

i dont know if it's worth it at this point but i am willing to give it one more shot, for the sake of never being able to say at least i didnt try.