I broke up with Andy.

check your emails.

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I feel so depressed lately... it's like everything I think or do or say is completely pessimistic and hopeless. maybe it's just stress. I don't know ( Read more... )

( Pictures, anyone? )

Andy.. had to get offline.. call me when you see this so I know you made it home all right...

ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! THERE I WAS, ON THE SEVEN SEAS!!!! AND I WAS LIKE, ARRRRRRR. THAT OVER THERE SURELY IS A GIANT SQUID. AND THE SQUID WAS ALL RAR YOU AND YOUR CREW ARE GOING DOWN TO DOW JONES LOCKER. SO I TOOK OUT MY SWORD AND ANNOUNCED TO THE SQUID, SAYS I,

Rachael has a migraine and asked me to update LJ saying so

-Andy

okay, so, yeah. I'm probably going to look extremely foolish in light of all that's happened, for me to update now, but things have changed ( Read more... )

This is the last time I'll be updating this journal ( Read more... )

I don't have time to breathe anymore. opening night is wednesday.. last night, practice ran until about 9:50 or so. by the time I got home, emailed Andy, chatted briefly with Jon and Stoker and Sage as I devoured my dinner, and changed into PJs it was like 11:00. I was gonna shower but I didn't even have the energy for that. I feel so gross for ( Read more... )

this weekend has been pretty shitty. there were a few high points, but not nearly enough ( Read more... )

internet's acting up majorly.. wasn't able to get on at all yesterday and barely was today ( Read more... )