I build, destroy, and rebuild crushes faster than Andrew W. K. can go from not partying to partying ( Read more... )

be as cruel as you can.

desipte all my hard work, it looks like i might be a grown up now.

FUUUUUUUCCK.

bell foundry ( Read more... )

sometimes, i wish i was bolder. like julie or greitjie. i wish i had the balls to see what i wanted and to go after it with wild abandon. to just grab a hold of something and declare, like you would have as a child, "Mine." firmly and completely seriously. but i'm not that person. and i don't really see myself ever being that person. it's just not ( Read more... )

my brother once told me about something he called, "an epiphany picture". and i laughed. but i think i get it now. it's just that when someone has that moment of clarity and does something about it, i tend to just turn inward with nothing but venom ( Read more... )

sick again. head colds are terrible. i think i grossed out my manager because i couldn't stop sneezing in the office. he let me go home early. sweet ( Read more... )

this time of year always hits me hard. this year is no different ( Read more... )

I have seen the single saddest Death Certificate ever.

And I can't tell anyone about it, because it would ruin their lives. 100%

I'm angry a lot these days. with reason, but it's starting to fall into areas of my life where being angry is making me a shitty person. terrible terrible ( Read more... )