weight loss so far: 25 lbs. fuck yeah ( Read more... )

i tend to put myself in a position of taking care of people ( Read more... )

i think i've been hallucinating. it's hard to tell. there are these little flashes. usually off to the side of my field of vision. i also keep thinking i hear my name being said, very softly ( Read more... )

uggg. not sleeping for about three days is not a good move for me.

still madd tired. but i'm all extra caffinated. so there's that. it's getting me through my work day.

it's too nice outside. i think i have to quit haivng a job.

ahh. i have to go pretend i'm working.

so far on this vegan diet, i've lost 15 pounds. this is according to a scale. i think i still look the same. and my clothes seem to fit more or less the same. that's still pretty cool though ( Read more... )

i'm apparently tryna date rainbow bright over here. i am completely irresponsible with my life. no bullshit.

i am more restless these days then i've been in a long time.

i am also more tired than i've been in forever. but i have all this energy. at least i will be 50% productive at work.

i miss my bed.

on the real.

hello there ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to write letters to people i have no intention of ever sending, as a means of getting rid of anger. They're not passive aggressive at all, in so far as I call out the person or persons i'm angry at and always sign my name. i can't tell if it's a good coping mechanism or not ( Read more... )

the urge to call out of work is a constant.
on a day like this, it's crazy strong.
how fucking dangerous is this shit?
everyone else is gonna be like 3 hours late.
and, just like the ice storm, i will be there on time.
when there is nothing to do.
boo to these days.

exes getting engaged is weird, but i'm happy for him. on some level. when i'm not thinking about how weird it is. not that he specifically is going to get married soon, but that someone i was that close to is going to get married. it's a thing ( Read more... )