sooo yup...
i have a dr.'s apt tommorow at 9:30...and they better take me on time.
'cause im supposed to meet my friend at 1:30 in brooklyn lol

idk...
open house tonight...i gotta clean. i did but apparently it wasn't 'enough'.

thank god ill be out mostly all day tommorow...

happy birthday to
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im not a person.im her fucking punching bag.shes just trying to destroy me.she goes arent u sorry u didnt make more of urself at 25?and why didnt u get out of school when u were supposed to?she made me cry again but i didnt let her hear.she hurts me so much...i cant stop crying.shes a goddamn sociopath so shes never sorry and never wrong.for ( Read more... )

hey

someone got back to me about babysitting...
my phone went dead
the people from pavillion fucked me over and went to ithaca for the week
gavin's business partner needs to grow up
and someone came through for me on craigslist...so im gonna be staying in greece

and...what else...
yah.

thats about it for now

talk more later

love

me

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sooo yah...
i'm trying to leave tonight...
since im only getting like 80 or so...
i don't wanna spend 70 on a train, and be stuck with 10.00 to  my name..

so i have to leave tonight...laate...and then kill an hour or so and get car service to some @ss end of rochester...lovely...

im so pissed..
my sister isn't on and i could have asked her friend who ( Read more... )

off to study for a final tommorowwwww...

errmm..

yah...

wish me luck...

i also gotta deal with, well...what i need to deal with, when i get home...
not looking fwd: to it...
maybe i can stall by hopping in the shower or something...

idk...~
ugh..

love,

me

shake stars loose
and break these walls
i'm gonna need
the light that falls
crack this sky
let the lies fall down 
turning into dust
before the ground

Don't make a wish on one of those
it only leaves a bad
taste in your mouth, false faith in your heart
i can't hide the fact that i'm too sad

hold me through this night
cause i don't wanna fight
the regret that ( Read more... )

The class is done!!

woo!!!!!!!!!!

i totally still got a B+

i condensed 11 pages into a page and a half of information
i knew like more than half the class. lol. grrr

she said i needed to slow down and annunciate ( when i try to, i stutter) my words like whoa, and i think i went a little over 5 minutes...but she's still giving me the b+

so woot!

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it would be so easy to end this

( i think i just might)

but there'd be no coming back 
what would i be coming back to?
i don't make up for all i lack

( can't do this anymore)

the pain builds up and up
until it hurts to function normally
can't you understand?
can't you see

(how hard i've had to fight?)

how my world is self-destructing
and 5 seconds aren't ( Read more... )