Boyfriend

[inhiswake]

I have a boyfriend and it isn't you. I think of you more now than ever. I compare him unfavorably to you and it is ruining everything!! Why can't I let you go once and for all!! It's not that I even want you back but the memory of the times we had, the laughter and the sense of ease, the peace and completeness I felt when I was with you...I just

Comments

[anonymous]

the reason why you are thinking about "that other person" is because you won't let go of him. Ultimatly, you will have to chose one because God made your heart so it can only fit one. So force yourself to get over the other guy. Truth is, you are not being fair to your current guy who sounds great. Hey, you might still need more time alone to get over him. Obviosly if this guy is right for you, God will help you out in His timing.

However, I still don't think its fair that you like both these guys. If you really like the one you're with then you're problem is selfishness. Try thinking of this guy and how he feels about you not yourself.

I know you're right

[inhiswake]

I know your're right...I just loved him so much. I really had begun to let go and I truly NEVER see this boy from my past...I am trying to go forward. My current boyfrind knows all about it because he was my friend first, I just don't love him the same way or with the same intensity. I think that may be alright though because "guarding my heart" is a new priority. I thought I had let go completely but the bf brought everything back to the surface...it's hard