I broke up with Paulie tonight. About 10 minutes ago. If you're reading this, you know why.

I'm crushed.

And he cried. I don't know what I expected. He was just quiet, and then he cried. And I hate myself. For my sake, it needed to happen, but he honestly had no clue, no idea what was going on. Why I felt like I did.

Bunch of suck.

My mom's all pissed off at me again. Apparently for being argumentative and disrespectful ( Read more... )

My fucking family! I love them, but it's so exhausting to be around them. I feel like I'm on trial, because I believe and think differently than they do. Of course, I do the same thing thye do- I mean to question and understand and change a mind if I've got overwhelming evidence, and it comes across like an attack. And my family does it to me ALL ( Read more... )

I'm crashing at my mom's house while she's gone for a week so I can feed the dog and cat. It feels really weird and uncomfortable here. I want to go home and sleep in my bed and hear the sounds at my house, but it would be equally inconvenient and annoying to just come over here twice a day. Plus the poor dog needs company ( Read more... )

My keyboard is being a bitch, so I'm doing a test post ( Read more... )

So, just how lazy am I feeling right now? I've been telling myself for a month that I'm going to get my room into a state which would make me not-ashamed to bring people into it. And I've been telling myself for YEARS that I'm going to become organized. I've always used busyness as my excuse, and depression, deep in my head. However, I'm out of ( Read more... )

I feel like things are beginning to come together. I'm going to be working three no skill, low wage jobs, but I'll be making enough to pay my rent and pay back the roommate, and maybe even save some money to get out of here. Fingers crossed ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not going to get the money for massage school. I'm really disappointed ( Read more... )

Maybe I should change my LJ name to Tales of the Flake. That might suit me better ( Read more... )

So, I spent the weekend with my boy, and we didn't even attempt to have sex. And this is more the norm than the exception. Of course, I was working most of the weekend, and we didn't spend the night together friday night, but we still almost never have sex. Once a week, maybe ( Read more... )