New LiveJournal ~ CourtneysLove

Why?

*A symbolic way of leaving behind last year. Mainly Pat.
*Both my username and password were getting me down.
*The underscore represented undividuality.
*My new life with a new love interest needs a new journal, no? But I won't be deleting this one ( Read more... )

Green is so not my favourite colour, but Tim Curry is my favourite actor...so I lied. ::grin::

The nightmare is finally over, I can stop counting the days, I can live.

I haven't been this happy nor this scared in such a long time.

We're back together and life is beautiful.

Thank god for high school dances.

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It is WAY too early for the likes of me to even be moving. At the last practice they said, "okay 6-7:30 tomorrow at Thompson's Bridge". Considering the weather and previous times I totally assumed in the morning, right? So I got up at quarter of five to go to a dark, closed off, bridge in the woods...to find no one. When I got home I began ( Read more... )

Another dream...this one involved the metaphor of pigeons ? But in the end still we reconciled. I woke up in tears. Why...why ( Read more... )

Today I went with my mother and Tee to New York City. We literally walked forever to get to MAC..my reason for coming. Immediately I told the woman I wanted Ruby Woo lipstick, then I got this bright red (MAC Red) lipstick...matching lip liner, and pretty much one of almost every other product in the store. Splurging a whopping $300. God, I love ( Read more... )

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Yeah, I passed out last night. I woke up an hour and a half ago...and of course I still feel horrible. I appreciate everyone caring and all...especially Amanda. No one else called...but she did...all the way from California. It just makes me so teary knowing someone out there does care...and thanks, Will, for texting me. Oh, and Laura....he never ( Read more... )

...I just want to fucking die. No one really needs me...Laura walked to his house today. I stood nearby listening on my phone....'things are less complex without her'....the rest just kind of went one ear and out the other...but...I just can't take it. He's the only one who ever made me feel loved...feel wanted. Now, he hates me, therefor I should ( Read more... )

I did not sleep last night. So today I'm going on a black chai binge in hope of rearranging my abnormal sleeping patterns. During my escapade of insomnia I saw a very interesting film called 'Feeling Minnesota' starring Cameron Diaz, Keanu Reeves, and Courtney Love. Twas' baffling yet entralling. I'm insanely zombielike at the moment. Cross country ( Read more... )