FUCK EVERYTHING!

Now that I've failed myself I have the urge to... not carry on.
Almost feel like dying wouldn't be so bad, but who would take care of Mona?
The dilema of the day.
I need to go to a doctor, soon.

I want to fuck David Dutchkovny!
I want kinky sex!
I want dick!

But alas vodka. You're a good buddy.

Dear diary,
It's somewhat bizzare when you click on a link and you see one of your childhood friends tried up and has a dildo hanging out of her cooch.
The wierdest part is I'm in a public library as it happened.
XD
What a day.

seriuosly. Something I thought I wanted may just have been something I wanted. What happens if what i wanted is really not what I want?

I'm so over everything ( Read more... )

I just don't even know what to say. Other than I'm going nuts. I'm insane and fantisize about shitty things. I just want to know what I'm thinking and know what I want. I'm so lost, but when am I not?

The up side is I have 2 morew days until I leave for Europe. H00ray
!

I totally flushed a dead fish down the toilet this afternoon.

Damn that fish and his nasty fungus.

He was soooo pretty when I first got him but when I found him today he was so covered over with fungus he looked like a fish mummy.

Oh well. I cleaned the tank and the filter and the rocks. All that crap. So I'm going to go pick out a new fish

Today was somewhat depressing ( Read more... )

Brandon fixed it! He gave me a fish yesterday. He's so pretty, he's a betta ( Read more... )