I dont understand life. It throws you these curveballs out of nowhere. But the funny things about these cuvre balls is that there always either too late or too early. I dont know what to do. I wish i had some direction. I wish someone would tell me what to do and tell me that everything is gonna be ok. I wish someone could tell me that everything i ( Read more... )

Hey well today is like any other.. i woke up to yet again to my alarm but no phone call. I went on xbox wasnt there well maybe went to bed but who knows. I think i lost it.. i think i lost what we had.. its not as strong anymore ( Read more... )

Ok so those who know me .. know that im a flirt.. well if you see me do it again stop me.. because when i get into somebody fucking awesome they'll just leave and ill hurt them.. so if you see me flirting then slap me and say no.. bad girl.. say no not for you. Hes not worth hurting ( Read more... )

HEHEHEHE.. I love that.. ehehe ( Read more... )

oh yea i forgot im not with chris anymore.. well the only person who reads this should know its already but in case there is another person.. yea i broke up with chris.. soo yea

Hey kiddie koos my fucking lip is killing me. This fucking piercing was awesome when i got it now the 2nd day after ive had it.. its fucking killing me. I mean i can handle pain but sometimes i cant. hehe ( Read more... )

Hey homies whats happenin.. sorry its been so long since i write but ive been a busy girl with college **HEY** and work. I have to split my time like 20 ways and its sucks.But anywho.. I go to college like i said earlier at SPC Clearwater and i go to work at t he same old boring place Steak n Shake. Oh a thing that really s ucks is that Dorothy ( Read more... )

HEY GANG ( Read more... )

I woke up at 8:30 then went to school to take one exam at 9:50. Im so happy to be graduating but im also really sad. But hey thats just what emos do right?!?
Anyways the deal w/ chris is he loves me and i love him. he likes another and i.. and i... i dont know what i am anymore....

Well I went to his house and he said he was sorry for all the things hes done to me.. i accepted his apology .. he feels safe again.. for now.. i am devising a plan to where he has to worry and be scared over us like i did. Its fun but its also torture b/c im so in love w/ him but i need to teach him that he cant walk all over me. HOLLA ( Read more... )