haha thats 1 of the many things my mom has emailed me
apparently this is supposed to make me not wanna do drugs
dude....i fuckin love britney spears after seein this
it was fuckin funny

oh & i love this one

ur dad smokes hashish!

i kno i technically have a good life
im not stupid i realize im lucky
but that doesnt change the fact im miserable

so yesterday was my first day at quizno's ( Read more... )

i wanna write
& do sum kind of modeling
i cnt be a fuckin shrink
i cnt even deal w/ my own mind 

 talk about trust issues
these days im supsicious of even the nicest guys
ive been fucked over too many times in too many ways
& ppl are just fucked up in general
grr
i want a big group of friends (guys & girls) that can all party together & actually trust eachother
how sick would that be?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

got my wisdoom teeth pulled yesterday ( Read more... )

k im guna write it in here so i dnt forget or lose it

3 meals, no snacking

breakfast:
everything but animal products (including dairy)
eat the most
eat carbs

~wait 5 hours b4 lunch~

lunch:
eat alot
can eat anything

dinner:
eat less
no carbs (pasta,bread,potatoes..)
no sugars (fruit,dessert)

ppl are such desperate animals
desperate for love and attention
desperate to be accepted
everyone is so fake 
we've forgotton who we even are
this cycle is so pointless
y does it matter how many ppl like u?
y do we have to put on acts for our own family?
& y is it that when we stop caring
we're the weird ones
for being us

so i just remembered the dream i had during my 3 hr nap (that 8374134 ppl interrupted ( Read more... )