its been a while since I last posted... things are really crazy in my life right now. I've had so much things going on I havent given my self the time to sit back and think about my problems... it hurts... Mysteryman, is back with his ex after everything he told me... He lied... soon he'll be gone. maybe they're right and his leaving is a good ( Read more... )

its been a while since I last posted... things are really crazy in my life right now. I've had so much things going on I havent given my self the time to sit back and think about my problems... it hurts... Mysteryman, is back with his ex after everything he told me... He lied... soon he'll be gone. maybe they're right and his leaving is a good ( Read more... )

so im still alive... I guess you could call it an accomplishment,about the only thing that ive accomplished. Today was a day the devil would call a good one. Everything that could possibly go wrong has... I feel so bad but whats new right? I've been having that empty feeling again...well I always feel empty,hurt for once I wish I was numb. cause ( Read more... )

I hate life.I don't see the point in it anymore. what is it all worth anyway? All this pain and for what? you get fucked in the end. Today was horrible! I had the perfect opportunity to be out with out my little sisters and I stayed home instead... I had no will to go out my heart wasn't up to it...I just stayed home and cried whats new? hurting ( Read more... )

I must say that I feel alot better know that me and my little sisters boyfriend no longer see each other all the time. honestly I couldnt take it anymore I was getting so sick of it. shes mad about it but I need my life back. they're just gonna have to deal with it. im tired. so me and mystery man have plans for friday although im not so sure its ( Read more... )

things are going really good for me right now... last friday me and my mystery man went on a date, we saw hitch. It was so nice. It was so hard to believe that we went on a date ive wished for that for so long it was so sweet that it just doesnt seem real. Then on saturday I chilled with him at his house. That was fun. we talked for a while and it ( Read more... )

I finally got the nerve and let him now we needed to talk so we did. on tuesday I finally got to tell him what I had to say. I didnt say all that I thought I would but I told him the most important parts. well I got up just enough nerve to ask if there would ever be a chance for us and although we're not together I know what I need to know. It's ( Read more... )

im in 4th period right now and its been a long day... im sleepy and for some reason my tummy hurts oh well... today we were in the gym forever and it was torture! my ass was numb from those hard ass bleachers... my mystery guy was there of course sitting next to my nemasis. I hate to say it but she gets under my skin. I cant even discribe how ( Read more... )

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I went crazy on friday started crying for stupid shit. Now I find myself worried that he'll find out and that will make things bad. hopefully noone opened their mouth. as for me and him imma have a convo with him tomorrow well imma tell him we need to talk. I got some stuff i gotta get off my chest. After that im done with this whole situation ( Read more... )