all I have to say is life is crazy. I'm happy. which we all know is not very common for me. Its just right now I'm just hopeing things work out for me. Its so important to me I'm scared to even speak about it for fear that I'll jinx it. All I can say is that life is so ironic. I just got to grow nerve and go for what I want. I guess its true you ( Read more... )

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I'm home and my head hurts. Mom was a real bitch today took out her anger on me yet again but whats new right? I went out with kiss and that guy. Needless to say I was not interested in him. last night was ok we went to the grove. he was nice and really funny. He bought me a beautiful rose. It was nice. Not to be concieted but I looked really ( Read more... )

I woke up a while ago and I despise the sun for rising.

I FEEL LIKE IM DYING INSIDE! I just read his lj and now I feel like shit. Why do I do it? you ask. I DONT know... sometimes I wish I could just rip my heart right out of my chest it hurts so bad. I think he under estimates how much i truely care for him. why? why do I care? Its so bad to care so much and be the only one who feels that way. his ( Read more... )

Today was senior brunch. Needless to say I didnt go. I regret it but oh well. Today sucked and went by really slow no one was there. from 1st to 3rd I stayed in Q's class. The rest of the day pretty much sucked. Last night I was really emotional I hate it when I get in that mood but what can i do? So here I am at home getting ready to go get ( Read more... )

Its late and im here about to pour out my soul. last night I went to go see Good News the musical at UM. The show it self was awesome. I love the theatre. The problem was not the show the problem was me. I'm trying so hard to be strong while on the inside I'm just falling apart, struggling to make since of this thing I call my life. Last night was ( Read more... )

Look through my eyes, see the world as I see it. Maybe now you'll understand. welcome to my reality tread with caution. Enjoy,
Vette.

Today was routine... same stuff as always... im stressed about my senior project... im not sure I can do it but I know its just me doubting myself whats new? so I tried to change my user name lets face it,its corny. I hate it. but there's no way to do it. If there is I cant figure it out which is frustrating! oh well sigh! there's not much to say ( Read more... )

HERE I AM... I know its been a long time... since I last posted Life has thrown alot my way to deal with.I honestly dont know where to begin... Through it all I can honestly say people have proved to me how heartless and self centered people can truely be. I wish people would see how deeply words really do hurt... The wounds they cause are deep and ( Read more... )