Well I pretty much just got back from work and things are great in my life right now. I've got everything under control pretty much for college and I'm completing new stuff on my to-do list everyday even if it means pushing my parents into getting stuff done. I've never been this confident in my life <3! I leave for college September 1st. My mom ( Read more... )

I am totally going to do an update soon before I start college! LOL.

Well I graduated high school and I feel really weird not happy like I thought more like depressed at missed opportunities and I really don't want the same thing to happen in college. Ugh it's so awful. I want this summer to be over already and it just started. I just feel really lonely and different like I'm a changed person already or something. ( Read more... )

Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. So well coming home from school I was like yeah I'm going to finally update my journal again and it's going to be one of those thoughtful go-me ones, but it definitely isn't going to be one of those now. I just found out I got rejected from a college and they don't even have the decency to send me a letter it was in an e-mail and I ( Read more... )

So it's been a while and I've been up to a lot and it takes me forever to get onto this damn site. Anyway, life was pretty good until today. It's not like something extremely devastating happened. NOTHING HAPPENED. And that's my problem. My expectations are too high and I always end up disappointed. I'm a stupid dumb bitch. It's true. Tomorrow I ( Read more... )

Well I can't post pictures up today I'm too busy it was my first day back to school in a while after break and I got madd shit to do...ugh. Already a fckking essay due Friday but I think I'll kind of enjoy it because it's on a play of my choice and I chose No Exit by Jean-Paul Sartre. It's pretty awesome it's about hell. Hell in this play is ( Read more... )

Well today I had snowday. Yay! That's pretty awesome since last week was winter break and I was not ready to go back yet. Anyway I thought I'd post pictures of myself so I'm not just some creep on livejournal but an actual person. and pictures are always fun :D

I'll put the pictures up tomorrow when I fix them :)

So last week was bad but not horrible. I'm not going to go into details, but good things happened too. Two movies from half.com came finally and I watched them. First, Thank You For Smoking which was really good that guy comes off being a complete douchebag but I still love him. It was a really good movie; really funny and Nick Naylor was extremely ( Read more... )

SO I haven't updated in a while which means I have been busy and I have a lot to say. Where to start where to start. Well...first of all it sucks I never have time to update this thing because of school and other stupid shit, but I really wish I could. I write in my handwritten journal when I get good thoughts going though so it's all good but ( Read more... )

Hey I'm just posting this to waste time. haha. I have poems to revise for AP english and it's making me feel the need for them to be perfect. I perfected one and I think I really like it even though she said it was not "concrete" enough but she liked it too she thought it was an "interesting" idea. It's a villanelle and it's tough shit; very ( Read more... )