It's such an emotional time. Is it possible to learn anything amidst chaos? I hope so, otherwise, I'm in deep shit.

Fuck that [period]

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I have decided that I am going to attempt to go to NYC this weekend (specifically Sunday), since it has been far too long since last I visited. Anyone who would like to join me is more than welcome.

That is all.

My brain is on fast-forward again, and it's anyone's guess as to why. Maybe it's because I've been reading a lot lately. Perhaps it's because I've been looking and observing everything around me. And I do mean everything. Whatever it is, I can't stop my thoughts - they are racing around trying to find a place to make sense. I wonder if it's creepy ( Read more... )

Sorry I've been so gone, but I've been far too busy out living my life to have time to actually write about it. Oh well...maybe soon

Things are starting to feel right. I feel like I've almost made it home.

All of this for a reason or purpose, right? I can't imagine what it is, or if it's even fair. And at the start of it all, I never anticipated what would come of my decision, but now I know it was quite possibly one of the hardest and most complicated of my life to date. And I want to speak honestly and frankly about it, but I find that the words ( Read more... )

You can't believe how wonderfully things have been going for me lately. Sure there are some things I'd rather eliminate to make it the perfect utopian mood, but beggars can't be choosers (where have I heard that, hmm). Anyway, I just thought it would be a good thing to post, since I haven't posted anything with excitement in it for a while ( Read more... )

Sadly, my week alone is coming to an end, and it's bumming me out. I like living alone and doing things just for myself. The funny thing is I do more when I am by myself than when other people are here. I actually cooked a real meal three times this week, which was damn good every time. I guess I just have to pace myself until next year when I can ( Read more... )