Still one semi private place to write that I know no one will come and bother me. Today has been a horriable birthday.....ontop of the wreck and the shitty things my parents had to say....Rennie hasn't called once. Or even texted. I really didn't expect this. It hurts bad to know someone you care about so much can just forget something like ( Read more... )

I totally had a great conversation last night. It really made me happy. This girl has her own place in Decatur, which is much much more than I can say. WE have like a bazillion things in common. Time will only tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing. But for now I'm happy. I'm going on a gamate (gamedate) on Friday. She's also get a ( Read more... )

I'm really happy about all the people in my life right now. It's been a while since I've felt this good. I kinda sorta have a crush for the first time in a long time. I'm also talking to a few other girls for when my crush crushes me...haha always planning huh. Oh well. It would be swell to have a real girlfriend for the first time in ( Read more... )

HAs opened up and the world has begain falling in on itself. So I have nothing at all to do but watch this pitiful rain and think of all the other things I could be doing right now if it were not raining ( Read more... )

But I do get really sad sometimes for no reason. Well that's not exactly true, there is always a reason. And I always know the reason. I just wish sometimes I could be happy like I used to be happy. I wish things would just fall into place like they are all supposed to ( Read more... )

I'm totally reverting to geek in times of late. It's fairly odd of me concerning my age, but I just feel like I need that extreme lack on control and love to excel in things all but meaningful in my life ( Read more... )

the human condition is in icu ( Read more... )

So yeah. Last weekend rocked in many many ways ( Read more... )

So yeah for those of my friends who still use this and haven't seen me in quite sometime I had a hair issue ( Read more... )

So with the Marrying off of two of my best friends recently (and congrats to both couples) I think my animosity towards the idea of my friends getting married off has died down a little ( Read more... )