Im tired of being bored and depressed because of this summer. its bad and i am tired. so, i just have to wait for next summer (which might be better, ahh i dunno)

New York in 5 days for camp

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
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I know i posted like a few hours ago but. I miss so much of the past. I am never happy with what i become. And i've really thought about it today. I wanna go back in time and say goodbye to my friends. I never got to say goodbye...

Everything possible has gone wrong. Nothing is what i thought it would be. Exactly a year ago from now, i was probably ( Read more... )

K so, i think i made a huge mistake.I basically told my best friend on the phone 2 nights ago that i like him. It wasn't a big deal cause we're best friends. I knew it wold never work it would just be fucked up anyway. But...right after he starts  talking about some girl he likes and just going on and on about this conversation that hes having with ( Read more... )

sorry about that.....here are the rest of them

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Never in my life have i ever thought that there was such thing as "a bad summer". Every summer i always have soo much fun at camp. Now im not going to camp, so, i can already tell the summer is going to be hell. My camp was practically my life. When it was time to go home i would already be excited for the next summer there. Bu now, there is no ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say at this point but all i know is that things aren't going well already.

I don't even know what to say but, this weekend was so fun! Jess came over on friday and Avie came over on saturday and we went to this huge club/dance thing called Spring Fling. there were soooooooooooooooooo many people. A lot of people grinding and ( Read more... )

So i have the pictures finally. Its been a good week i guess. My friend Brittany invited me and Jenny to go to Buffalo with her in 3 weeks, my parents might not let me go im so pissed. i havent even asked but i dont even want to urghhhhhhhhh....so here are the pictures from the Crescent fashion show. I dont know what i'd do without these girls they ( Read more... )

Overall, the past 2 weeks have been horrible but also good. So i don't know how to feel anymore. At home, im always depressed about anything its so lame. And at school im a whole different person, i look so happy. Its so weird. I think maybe talking to Lub is one of the best things that has happened to me. He makes me feel so much better! This ( Read more... )

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73% Stability |||||| 26% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Empathy |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||| 43% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% ( Read more... )