why do i always seem to mess around with the guys that always hurt me? do i have a big sign on my head that i can't see that says, "hi, my name is Jaime. When i get drunk, i tend to be very naughty so go ahead and fool around with me. oh yeah, and go ahead and hurt me and say things that are so mean to make me cry. go ahead, i don't mind." ????? ( Read more... )

On Tuesday, i was hanging out with ambre and this guy Mike. Mike likes me but i don't like him. he reminds me SOO much of Harley, Tim's deceased friend, and i just can't do it. so i don't like mike and he got all mad because he was trying to be all flirty and touch me and stuff and i just kept shutting him down and telling him to stop and not touch ( Read more... )

oh my. this weekend was eventful. i decked a girl and almost completely beat the shit out of her. had sex with ryan. (??) and i got 2 hickies that are COMPLETELY noticable. (grrrr ( Read more... )

what is the point of telling someone a "secret"? once you tell them, it's no longer a secret, now is it? it seems as if i am the one that everyone runs to when they have a secret and they just *HAVE* to tell someone. they tell me because i don't tell anybody what they tell me. but why would they tell a secret anyway? i have soo many of other people ( Read more... )

my brother's best friend died on Friday night. see, when my brother was still in macon, he was intoa lot of heavy drugs and stuff. so were all of his friends. Well, harley was the one who was the worst, i would say. He just got out of jail a week ago (for drugs). My mom got a call on Saturday morning from my grandma (who still lives in macon). ( Read more... )

someone was on my screenname last night and was starting a bunch of drama with people. calling them bitches, sluts, ugly, and all kinds of things. but i dunno who it could be. i was at ambre's all night last night so it definately wasn't me. but i'm the one who had to deal with everything today and convince people that it wasn't me. oh fun that was ( Read more... )

On Monday, a huge bomb was dropped on me. HIV is being spread in East Troy and Palmyra. I live in Palmyra. Most of the guys that I am friends with and or do stuff with and like are from East Troy. Dana and Josie told me this 2nd hour and i started crying. I can be connected to the person who has been spreading HIV through other people that he ( Read more... )

she told me that she'd never do it to me. why did i believe her ( Read more... )

tim's coming home tonight! i'm sososososo excited! i miss my brother so much, it's incredible. we didn't get along when we lived in macon, but then he left and it made me realize how much i love him and i can't stand being away from him. the marines really did pull a 360 on him. he's sooo different. and it's a good thing. but, he has to go back to ( Read more... )

here's sunday, the most eventful day of the week, so far ( Read more... )