one last post:
sorry if im not always there for you all the time, i have shit going on in my life too. not that you ask.

last night was scary as fuck.

lunch today with evan was so so so nice. i missed that boy and he missed me too. i can't really put into words how happy spending time with him made me. i missed my old best friend a lot, and things seemed like old times ( Read more... )

i am sorry for being an asshole, as long as you're sorry too. i don't think either of us realized how long this has all been brewing. i guess i have been doing a bit too much crying today. i hope shit works out though ( Read more... )

i love it when people think its okay to belittle my best friend and i. so on behalf of me, megan, and probably ashley: shawnoliver, suck a huge cock. you're not as cool as you think you are. you're definitely not cool enough to complain about megan and i. much love.

Auto response from CheeChaaa22: stephanie says i can kill you and get only four months in jail. pretty nifty huh?

i love my friends and my boy. and the pudding i stole from natalie's.

blame canada.
and surprisingly, things worked out.

things are going to be so different. no more meeting up at platt and singing taking back sunday. no more going to ians or eitans to chill just because theres nothing else to do. no more ditching school and feeling like an actual rebel. no more going off campus for lunch with friends. no more socializing in the parking lot before school. no more ( Read more... )

i think my insides are spilling out.