im being really selfish and doing completely fucked up unjustifiable things. i totally see this all crashing down around me.
on the other hand, i tried to make peace twice and you still are ignoring me, so i have no sympathy for you.

If you keep taking stabs at utopia
sooner or later there will be scars.Suppose there was a thermometer able to measure ( Read more... )

i am an evil human being.

kevin and masha saved my life/sanity. i love them both. what a long shitty day. megan call me when you get home.

i had the most amazing friday night / saturday day. wow. i love life right now.

last night it seemed like a lot of people cried. i am really sorry that everything happened the way it did. i only have a faint remembrance of her, but i know some of you were close with her. i wish there was something i could do to make the situation better. just know i am here if you need a hug ( Read more... )

i can't wait to see what happens. we can step on you.

megan is my best friend in the whole world. i love her to death. she is amazing..and deserves an amazing guy. i dont think i could write any poems without her inspiration. she is amazing and beautiful. and i love her with all my heart. i also love tara, she is the cooolest girl in the world! she has the best fashion taste and is just so fucking ( Read more... )

no matter what you say, things are different. you are giving me a lot less attention than before. you dont call me back. you dont text me. dont say you still love me when you are obviously getting over me at the speed of light. i refuse for this to be drawn out. as far as i am concerned, you are just another guy i am acquaintances with. i will not ( Read more... )

WHO GOT THEIR LICENSE FINALLY?????????????????

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE