Where's life taking me? I don't know. But I'm ready to go on a run and catch up to all that I've missed to have some fun to pull that trigger and shoot that gun that I've never shot. I've never known it or felt it but I wanna be able to try it and feel it and belt it out loud to the crowd wether I'm up or down, down or out standing up on my cloud ( Read more... )

One voice one world who is to say only one gets heard? Listen to all were put her ea reason the reason that you listen the reason that should be able to changea a season, a reason that sounds hope resonating throughout the home, throughout the glovbe throughoout an individual a solitary person without a sad excuse. it's wild how you're life is kept ( Read more... )

God made me here for a reason and I won't let the reason die with me. I need you to hear me, to feel me, to touch me, to be me. But I guess that's not real, ya'll can never feel the way I feel because it's complex I know you're perplexed I know it's farfetched I know it's the next thing you'll be talking about, dreaming about, singing about living ( Read more... )

Like what do I feel? everything spinnin like a carnival ride. slip n slide like going faster then time. like justice being served on a platter for all so see to taste to feel to touch to be. to feel it more then I ever even felt myself you or me. I see it, feel, grasp it hold it love it, it's mine it can only be mine. but things are put in place to ( Read more... )

We live for the nights we'll never remember with the people we'll never forget ( Read more... )

I've never felt so good, so alive. Last night was a dramatic, radical difference for the previous Thirsty Thursday. We did shots in my room, well me, Jack, and Dan did. The girls weren't feeling it, which is fine, because they'll be more then feeling it tonight and tomorrow ( Read more... )

There's been so many adventures, so many bad descisions, and so much fun these first few weeks at Penn State. I'm going to start updating at least a few times a week because there are things that are going on in my heart and in my head and in the wild and crazy frats and apartments that I'm never going to want to forget ( Read more... )

This is a big place, but they make it small in a lot of diffent ways. Only 1 of my 5 classes is a lecture hall. My English and Political Science teachers are ridiculously hott. I'm hott for teacher BIG TIME, and I'll never miss any of those classes no matter what happens ( Read more... )

College life is pretty cool. I was dismayed and horrified to find out that classes start tomorrow. They call it 'Welcome Week' but in actuality it's really only a couple of days. I'm excited to start classes though, because it's been fun meeting people. It's wierd to think about how some of the these people I meet I'll never see again. After all ( Read more... )

I am determined to spend my final days here in North Arlington like there is no tomorrow; do everything like it's the last thing I'm ever going to do; take chances, fuck up, laugh, go wild and crazy, and contemplate everything that has led up to these final moments here with the people I love.

This will end in a big bang, baby.