WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I saw him today! and he waved to me! and i waved back! Just those two or three seconds have made me soooooo happy! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel like updating, but i have no more to say than i have said. Love is sweet, and yet, even when you are the happiest, you know that part of it is killing you.

"Love is the slowest form of suicide"

What do you even say to that?

Wow. Wow. Once again, i have realized how weak i really am. Lately life has been good, and like i said earlier, i have been completely careless and numb towards everything and everyone, and i loved it. But today at lunch, the little sophomore band played all of their emo music and....i just don't know what happened. i almost broke down right ( Read more... )

what to say...what to say? I feel like i haven't updated forever. THis weekend was fun. Private concerts are radical. Jake is the most graceful and, just absolutely beautiful, bassist i have ever seen. It just flows for him, his hands move so painlessly and they know exactly where to land. And then the hair covering the face and the headbanging ( Read more... )

I'm still mad at that girl who won't appreciate anything i do for her and doesn't notice me when her boyfriend's around, but things have changed ( Read more... )

Friday had to be one of the most chaotic and miserable nights ever. Apart from all the problems with my friends that i decided to burden myself with, without thinking, there was another person who would not stop making me feel worse and worse. I honestly could have stood back and thought, "Wow, there's a lot of shit going on tonight. Should i ( Read more... )

Please don't be right, please don't be right. When the truth comes out, you must believe it, and not believe the old lies that i repeat to myself and spread to all the people i'm around. You must know ( Read more... )

Wow. life is good. but why didnt i like him last year when he liked me? Why is he so perfect now, and with such a great style now? man. i always have bad timing. Someday. Someday i'll be right on target.

"For never was a story of more woe...Than this of Juliet and her Romeo ( Read more... )

wow...life is sooo good! Two great things have happened over the last 24 hours. The first is kind of long. It all begins with my lamp. I broke my lamp shade somehow last week and my lamp broke for a while, but now i have it fixed, just without a shade. It's really cool though because whenever i turn my light on, it just shines wherever it ( Read more... )