i wanna go back 2 the way it was in like March 2003 with Joe. It was so much better back then n i was so much happier with him, at least he'd do what i asked him then n he was more likely 2 keep a promise. Everything was so much more perfect, it should really have stayed that way but it changed and now i crave time with him coz most the time i ( Read more... )

i dunno if ive written an entry yet bout me goin back 2 skool in here so im gonna now.

well i was an hour late on my first day back so i felt slightly embarassed about that.lol.n then on my second day my lil bro got battered and i went after his little mate person.im still after him now actually so if i see him he's gettin threatened.tee hee.im ( Read more... )

went back an hour late

was funny

cant be bothered 2night

-x-

p.s like my mood?lol

i cant believe its almost time 2 go back 2 skool, it only feels like ive been off skool 4 a couple of weeks.

im movin house!im gonna be livin near james and im gonna have my own room with a big double bed in it.o wait,and i forgot 2 mention that i have an EN SUITE BATHROOM!lol.im pretty happy bout it obviously.

my birthday;s been and gone.im still ( Read more... )

i actually have no idea where joseph is right now.im just sat in his house usin his internet while hes off sumwhere.lol.

um......what have i done this week?

worked,cried,worked,argued,cried some more,and a lil more(sad i know but o well),observed arguement at work,giggled 2 self over somethin,ate pizza lots.

lol,the interest in my life eh?

-x-

he's gone away to his dads n i feel really lonely n stuff without him here.ive slipped into a constant mood,none of the food seems particularly temptin 2 me,and when i see a couple i find it hard not 2 burst into tears coz i really wanna be with him right now.it sucks so much.

i started writin him a letter but i cant really b botherd anymore,im too ( Read more... )

i feel pretty mean on joe right now,i mean,i like his best mate that little bit 2 much.

i realised this on thursday when i went to the concert with tom and joe.and ever since that night all ive done is sit and think bout tom,what it would be like with him,comparing him with joe n stuff like that.i hate myself for doin this again,i really do,and im ( Read more... )

yey i finally got my ears peirced again.

i went to the hairdressers on the end of my road and she put a smelly liquid thing on my ears 2 see if she could just push both my earrings through.then she pushed the first one through(and it hurt!) but found that the other one had healed up.

now i have horribly shiny gold studs in my ears.

-x-

um,well im nackerd.im definitely not cut out for working and my back really hurts from leaning over a sink for 3 hours yesterday. ive got 2moro off though so im gonna go get my ears peirced @ the lil hairdresser on the corner and then hopefully i should be goin 4 a long walk with joe(preferably in2 a certain shop which holds a certain ring).if it ( Read more... )

im bored outta my head.what i had planned went outta the window when joe decided that he'd rather go job huntin than spend the day with me.i was pissed off at first but then i realised that joe does have a life of his own 2.no matter how much i want him at my every beck and call,it just wont be possible-thats just the way it works.

neway i have no ( Read more... )