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Sorry havent upsdated in a long time... cant really get on the internet with this damn internet explorer virus thingy...but o well i got on now but i dont know for how long :-/...guess ima have to talk fast lol i mean type fast :)...not much has been going on latley...i know thats hard to believe for in how long i havent wrote in here....O me and ( Read more... )

This totally sux...i jus found out that my only friend michelle is leaving...first she was jus going with her crush to wherever but now i guess the plans changed she hates him now...(girls!!) and she moving out...and is going to live with her relatives(her cousin)Also as if jus finding out isnt enough...i also found out that shes leaving in 10 ( Read more... )

ok wow..today was perfect it was an awesome night...i couldn't be in a better mood..me and ray had a excellent day together...well first i was home and i cleaned my whole room including the bathroom...so everything was clean...then i called ray on his cell and he said he was in Saugus(by Valencia)So far away!! :(...but he said that he would be back ( Read more... )

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Today is weird....kinda strange...i woke up and went to school and actually passed my first History test...*two thumbs up and a pat on the back for me :-D*But besides that im bored as fuck sitting here, watching Callie wash herself(by the way if you didnt know callies a cat)hehe and also getting ready to see my baby Ray...i havent seen him in like ( Read more... )

Ok today was one of my ok days..me and my dad r kool now i wrote him a 7 page letter telling him how i felt and about how he made me feel like shit all the time and how small he made me feel and he understood it all and talked to me and said he will try to except the fact im growing up and that he needs to let me spread my wings...lets see how this ( Read more... )

Ok wow im trippin out...everything hit me all at once yesterday...Im going crazy and no ones stopping me..i dont even eat anymore....im alwaz jus sick to my stomach.....First off me and ray get into a argument and we dont talk for maybe an hour..jus sitting in complete different rooms in the same house...i jus want everything to be ok in that then ( Read more... )

Ok wow...today was soooo weird me and ray like were acting so weird lol like distant but quiet and not mad jus yea!!!weird...like not only us but like my mom and dad were spacin out too lol...everyone was like doing there own thing like not talking to eachother alot it was a quiet night in a quiet house...sorta relaxing but kinda errie i dont know ( Read more... )

Ok wow.....today was amazing...well actually let me start from the beginning...it was ok in the morn when i woke up at like 1 o clock...and i took my shower and did every morning thing...then i got like 95% of my homework done considering that i have school tommorow...but before i get that other 5% done my sister calls and all of a sudden were ( Read more... )