summers coming.  really its here. mixed feelings. wat to do. dont forget me this time. and i was wearing this?!

my aunt and my mom told me they think i missed the opportunity but should try again if its worth. i think fuck that but feel like i could. kinda wish i would. but shouldnt have to. totally worth it but trying and hurting not so worth it.maybe

<3traci n roadtrips n endicott ( Read more... )

i'm having fun and doing a lot of hwk this week ( Read more... )

i feel neutral and like idk wat to do sometimes...most of the time and well....idk wat to do.  i kno things cant be easy but they r easier n thats good but its not easy enough. idk wat to think, idk wat to do, idk wat to say, idk how to act, idk if its right, idk if its my fault, idk if its wrong, idk if i can fix it, idk if i should try, idk if ( Read more... )

I want to want option C. i want there to be an option C. i almost believe that, in some way. i'm at b and a half

 my default is smiling again and thats good.  i think the thing that can bother me the most, the like worst thing anyone could really make me feel, is unimportant. like unappreciated, unmissed, and unnoticed especially when its by ppl i could almost 100% say id do anything for. well i dont feel like that right now and i think i did and that ( Read more... )

Life = so many things

want.feel.miss.try

its nights like tonight that make me realize how perfect next yr could be. i hope it all works out. i feel so blank and empty all the time recently and my roommates def make me forget that ( Read more... )

Its good to be back at Towson. Im so glad for new stuff this semester, just new. different. not getting rid of all the same but some stuff needs to be different, even if it sucks. im having fun so far. im happy but i should be happier. i wish just one time i didnt feel like a convinience or that ....well that u wanted to see me and didnt just b/c i ( Read more... )

I'll stand On my own two feet Against you girl
I just can't walk away ( Read more... )