Dear Ben N.,If you're reading this, than that means that you searched and found my journal. Congrats on your excellent searching skills, I'm sure it wasn't very easy. I had asked you not to look for this journal. I don't really want you to read into the things I write or have written. It's nothing about trust, pride, or hiding things. It's ( Read more... )

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Sooo...not a very good weekend. I spent a lot of time with Ben, which I haven't really had much time for lately. Lately, I've only been able to hang out with him for an hour or two in the evening. For us only being just over a month, we're doing a lot better than I'd expected. At the beginning, I thought 'eh, maybe he likes me, maybe we'll be ( Read more... )

It's been one month since me and Ben talked and decided to go out.

IT'S SNOWING!!!

it's OCTOBER and it's SNOWING.

Sooo...yup. And it felt good too.

Yea...I'm not having a very good day. Had a nice breakfast, ate lunch with everyone, which I love. Then history...where I fell asleep in. I even made sure to sleep PLEANTY of sleep last night, thinking that was why I've been falling asleep in her class. The teacher just puts me ASLEEP. Then I have to go all the way up to the Braddock House, ( Read more... )

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Very, very nice night. I was surprised by Ben, Sarah, Doug, and this other cool girl they brough. They came uuuppp here and saaaw me!! I was like O.O when I saw them, I thought I was seeing things. That's when you know you've got really, really great friends. >.> or just one's with nothing better to do ( Read more... )

Went to the movies with Ben tonight. Had lots and lots of fun with him.
I really like him. I should tell him that.