I am 14 days away from turning 21 ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like it's over? as if the time has come to say good bye? maybe not to your friendship but maybe good bye to the relationship ( Read more... )

so i was thinking over the year 2005....i've learned a lot and realized who my real friends are and the ones that i miss the most....i really wish i hung out w/you two more often and margaret. i miss her too she used to be my retreat buddy, but then again erica and i were the only two girls that went to santa barbara and we became REAL close that ( Read more... )

call me a sucker but i love these!!!


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so yeah i've been pretty busy w/school and work lately but i still had some time to take some pics so i figured i'd add some in here....since i couldn't go to montebello park, i went to my friend's house for a pirate parte and these are basically pictures from halloween:


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i hate feeling down....it's like i just don't know what to do....my boyfriend doesn't understand that i'm a bit emotional, i don't know why i've become like this. i hate it though, i used to be this bad ass, heartless girl and now i'm this emotional reck. i don't know how to balance either and it's hurting my relationship w/my boyfriend. i really ( Read more... )

ok this is weird....since i've been w/david i haven't paid much attention to the unicorn and i started to realize that he really isn't what i want. i noticed what kind of BAD b/f he was and i don't want that. i still talk to him and i'm comfortable around him because i know i have a b/f and he's not my unicorn anymore. he doesn't have a g/f anymore ( Read more... )

so i've been catching up on your journals since i haven't read them in a while. and erica, you made me think about it all. i feel like things just don't work for me anymore. i even have the best boyfriend a girl can have and still, i'm not happy. i even cause him to be unhappy. i can't see myself w/out him but rite now i think it would be better ( Read more... )

so i have this unicorn....my "other brain" named him that for me. he's that one person that you'll chase after even though you know you'll never have. last week i called him to tell him about our friend's birthday celebration and we ended up talking for about 7 hours. it was weird because we've never talked to eachother that long. it was great. it' ( Read more... )

i can't believe i haven't written in here since august but then again i only have two viewers other than myself on this thing. it's ok because i started this journal for danielle anyway....so yeah i have so much going on in my head. that guy i was "talking/seeing" finally ended it w/me after two months. well after a month he said we needed to " ( Read more... )