To my wonderful girlfriend. Who I love and adore. To whom has recently expressed her frustrations about never being commented in my writings or posts. Ole to Malena Michelle Rubino. My best friend and lover! You are so silly...

I figured out something while staring at my cat who I swear is an old Norwegian man incarnate... I was thirsty. Okay, so maybe I figured out this fact by my dry mouth or the flaky skin, which happens when someone who drinks coffee like it's water. I would like to believe my cuddly Paris had something to do with this fantastic discovery ( Read more... )

i've never wanted a semester to end as badly as i do this time around! i never knew school could be so draining. i want to get away. i need a vacation. london cannot come soon enough. ever feel disconnected even from yourself? ever drive down the street and think wow, i have no idea what is going on in the world? okay, maybe i felt like that ( Read more... )

so my cat almost died tonight. to find out he's depressed, which is seen in his pica: wanting to eat random objects such as hair, cardboard, plastic, and the like. why do i know this? because all day today he has been throwing up. granted he is only five months old and i guess a little throw-up is to be expected. none-the-less malena noticed ( Read more... )

so it's about 6:45 am. i have to be at this amazingly boring orientation by 8. for the new clinical of LTC. gawd, this sucks so bad! this really REALLY blows. i've already done all this... i do it everyday at work! now i have to take two days out of my week, miss my brother's fiance's bridal dinner for some fucking lame ass orientation to a ( Read more... )

so it's has been like ages since i last posted. usually most people use this thing to vent. well... hmmm.... lets see... to vent... like complain. *crickets are chirping ( Read more... )

i seriously thought the days of feeling left behind without knowing why by friends were gone. i thought i had actually met some genuinely nice people who knew what i felt by being turned away by society... but it seems the truth stands everywhere you go sheep are still sheep even when the color changes. i'm so tired of people assuming things and ( Read more... )

this is so my first drunkard livejournal. there are so many people in the kitchen right now but of course i'm sitting here in the corner isolated. i just want to be somewhere with somebody... you know who you are... well gotta run i'll talk to everyone later. byebye

what a night! i love my friends. i truly do. i may have like... three really good ones but they're amazing. friends. so hard to come by. just like good people. you two are... incredible. you know who you are and if you don't then i'm sorry, because you should ( Read more... )

there always is truth behind all the lies. it seems like people are obsessed as of late with how messed up the "lesbian" community is with all their lies and treachery. SO WHAT! yes, it sucks but this is everywhere. maybe i'm just defending the people i myself too despise for there constant lies. but who am i? i lie all the time too just not ( Read more... )