i had a really good talk with a roomie yesterday. i had my first break down about being out. afterwords i felt so freaked out about what i said i went and dressed like a boy and walked around town... just to make up for my actions. yes i'm gay. it's just been so hard admitting it to myself and my family. all the people who i've grown up with ( Read more... )

hahaha... this whole gay thing is too much. girls are too dramatic for my taste ( Read more... )

i don't know why i was all like sad before. what is there to be down about? life is good ( Read more... )

my best friend is missing! nobody knows where he is... not his roomies, not a member of his family... nobody... not even me. he usually calls everyday, and i haven't heard from him since last week, the last time we ( Read more... )

i couldn't tell you why she felt that way ( Read more... )

so i've been really bored and have had time to write in this crazy thing ( Read more... )

i was beginning to write earlier today but got distracted... reading those words… I was scared of telling the truth. now all i have to say is fuck it. i need to get this off my chest and into writing. this secret story of mine is one which needs to be told... for nobody else but me. i'm afraid if i never spell it out i'll continue to reside ( Read more... )

i told myself i would never create my own "livejournal." although lately with friends disappearing and a lack of available internal outlets here i am... and now i'm addicted ( Read more... )