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i'm leaving for santa cruz in an hour!! wooooo!

So much for doing stuff during my day. My car is once again at the transmission place. I really need to start thinking about saving up for something new...seeing that this car probably only has another year or two on it (if that). I also need to start thinking about moving out of my parents sooner than i'm probably ready because nobody ever offers ( Read more... )

sunday, bloody sunday. i've been in a bad mood all day and i dont see it clearing.

oh my god i'm so frustrated. i feel like pulling my hair out and screaming. but i'm at work, so it's best not to. S. called me, I'd been sitting by my phone the entire morning in hopes of a phonecall since we haven't talked in 4 days....at lunch, he finally calls.. i'm ecstatic...and then... my phone... the one that was supposed to be fully charged ( Read more... )

"do you, um, miss sasha still?" i blurt, desperately. i wonder if this is a faux pas and if i should assume the crash position. He seems unbothered. "Funny you should ask," he murmurs, "i've been thinking about her this week ( Read more... )

as grown up as i often feel, i realize i still have a lot of growing up to do. its ok to not be perfect, and its ok to still make silly mistakes. as long as you learn from them, and don't allow the same errors to happen over and over. sometimes it's dumb when i feel the need to rationalize or justify my mistakes. excuse number 1: "its ok, now i ( Read more... )

life used to be life-like ( Read more... )

things are so boring. seth has been gone for 4 days. he won't be back for another 12. i miss him, but not as badly as i thought. i assume that by half way through next week, i'll miss him much more ( Read more... )

i'm going on vacation on thursday, and then i only work 3 more days after that. then i'll be on an indefinite vacation. things are ok, slightly boring. i dont really do much with myself, i go to work, come home, play with the dogs, watch tv, sit around and wish i was doing something else (without having to wake up at 6 am the following morning) etc ( Read more... )