so............. Brandon and I almost broke up on Monday. He doesn't know what he wants, but he does know that he loves me very much. He finally told me that he loves me, but he's not sure whether we should stay together or not because we want different things for the future, like I want marriage, but he says he doesn't. Last Tuesday out of no ( Read more... )

I realize that some might think me a whiny little bitch, but these are just small problems that I need toget out unless I want to have another nervous breakdown. anyway, I love Brandon, but he needs to get his priorities straight. If someone else goes up to him and says could you give me a back rub he'll do it. But when I ask, he never does it ( Read more... )

well loads of things have happened since last time. I got a tattoo on my name in persian on the back of my neck sort of on my back. I'm still working at the high school, I went to a jewelery party last night (shocker I know) and bought something, even more shocking! I have finally started to work out again :) that makes me very happy. ummmmm ( Read more... )

well let me see, where to start? Well Speech class has started and that is going pretty good. there is this guy who likes me in that class. He is 33 and has 3 kids and his oldest is 3 years younger than me!!!! So yea don't know what to do about that. I mean he is a nice guy and all, but I don't know. I have 2 jobs and I want to quit one of ( Read more... )

I love Deadsy and Dream Evil!!!!! I can't wait till the new Deadsy comes out. Their last album was like a musical orgasm! I swear it was. One of my fantasies is to have sex to that cd! Same with Dream evil. They made me feel good and when I wasn't listening to Deadsy I was listening to Dream Evil! ROCK ON!

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very HighLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

So yea........... I love my friends all of them, new and old! I love lots of things like new underwear and kisses and hugs. mmmmmmmmmmm makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm watching my all time favorite chick click Love Actually! hehehehe sometimes I actually have to act like a girl and this one of those times. I'm cold maybe thats ( Read more... )

So my job is alright, it pays really good so I'm not complaining about that, but what I am complaining about is that my dad keeps thinking that he is going to live his life through me. I got news for him it ain't going to happen. I know that he is just caring and everything, but reminding me everytime I see him that I have to work and I need to ( Read more... )

So, today I got a job. Its an under the table type of job. I sit at a computer and take pictures of things and enter them in on ebay. Its way fun. Hey at least its money right? Hopefully it will be 200 dollars a week. Nothing else is really going on though. Brandon and I are doing much better since now he is actually tryin to be a boyfriend ( Read more... )

so yea whatching porn is fun and it keeps you awake. hehe. So I went to visit Brandon last night at work and we wound up staying till around 4am. It was fun, but the problem was that I don't smoke and they all do. So basically I inhaled the equivalent to 60 cigarettes last night, between 3 guys. So yea that wasn't fun, but I'm alright now. ( Read more... )