so I've been going through some hard times and it sucks. I am beginning to see how others view me and thats good in a way. Cause people don't view me very positively. I think something drastic has to happen and soon.

im in fucking seattle biotches!!!!!!!! heheheheh jon and I are having a blast with karens!!!! heheehhe I miss Brandon :( but I'll live without him it just feels weird to not see him everyday.

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so I had a great time last night at Arby's. That was so much fun. I know some people had a good time and that makes me happy. What I don't understand is why Brandon is such an asshole to me. I don't want Jenna to dye his hair because I know she likes him and I know he likes her and if she makes a move I know Brandon will just let her go. It ( Read more... )

So I don't understand. Brandon says he loves me and yet he shows absolutly no compassion or emotion towards me and expects me to do everything. WTF! It makes me very sad and angry. His excuse is that he is a "friends" type of person. well thats peachy and all so am I, but at least when I am with my friends I give my boyfriend the time of day ( Read more... )

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Your #1 Match: ENFJ

The Giver ( Read more... )

so today wasn't a very good day, I feel sick because of the heat, Brandon was making me happy and that wasn't good cause I was so tired, I had to go to a wake and this week feels like it will never end! GAH!

kinda bored, kinda not, kinda sleepy, kinda confused, kinda hungry, and kinda not. I really don't want to work out tonight cause I am so damn tired. I felt like writing poems this morning and they suck, but I think I'll share them with you ( Read more... )

Thank you so much to everyone who gave me advice about me and Brandon. I really do hope that everything works out for me too. I'll be 20 in about 3 weeks on august 8th! weeeeeeeee thats a big number, wow. Anyway, Dani and I are bored out of our mind and I'm really sore from doing gymnastic tricks yesterday. Brandon and I have been sorta risky ( Read more... )