haley should bake me a cake anyway, seeing as she's leaving for college and all...but no, no, it has nothing to do with why haley would bake me a cake.
frankly i'm flattered at the malevolent picture you paint of me. all that's missing are snappy grey gloves and a crooked fedora. i'll try to pick them up if they make your case stronger. since i don't consider bickering on livejournal to be anything worthwhile, i'm only responding to ask that you please keep mike out of it. whatever shit we have doesn't involve him and it seems petty and low to bring him into the the frey. otherwise, your rant was very eloquent and passionate but i have no idea what the fuck you're talking about. if there's something you need to speak to me about i suggest you do so although i don't see what's the point since you made it abundantly clear a long time ago that we are no longer friends. enjoy your summer.
why being flattered would be the only remorse for the bullshit we all witnessed you pull seems cockamamie, yet for some odd reason, rather fitting. my journal entry was not meant for a bickering contest as to whom was right or wrong. because i already know who the untrustworthy person in this story is. you dont have to prove your case to me. but mckinley, you honestly weren't that fucked up to not recall the fucked up things you said to heather about me, the two-faced way you deliberately tried to break us up, the fact that you tried to kiss her to supposedly "console" her, and the dirty look you gave me on the way out when you realized you just got burned. and then, the only knee-jerk reaction you can come up with beyond some sort of an apology or acknowledgement of what you did, is saying you dont want me bringing mike into this?! true, mike had nothing to do with this infringment on my personal life, and mike, if you ever read this (which i'm definite you wont and why mckinley's so concerned you'll get offended is beyond me), but
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you've made up your mind and i admire that conviction. most of what i said to heather was a complaint that we lost a close friendship. anything else i won't type on livejournal because it is not my business to do so. anyone who was there can tell you that i freaked out because i thought that i had caused there to be some riff with you and heather while meaning to listen to/help a friend. but the fact that you would accuse me of trying to DELIBERATELY break you two up means you have ceased to even know who i am. i sung your fucking praises. all other qualms shouldn't be discussed on a public forum. i'm more than willing to speak to you about in person or by phone, whatever. i leave it to you to confront me since you are the one who clearly has something to say. but if you're going to say something about anyone, say it about me. mudslinging mike makes no sense and if you're going to label me a dengenrate sleazebag, do me the favor of letting me be one on my own merit. you speak of respect, now demonstrate it by acting accordingly. but
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listen, binky. i feel wronged and totally left in the dark. and i dont even know now who to point the finger at, or even if i want to point the fucking finger at all. heather omitted certain things about the conversation you two had. and i'm not saying the fault lies with her. if anything it was drunken miscommunication. but i was under the impression that you were calculatingly talking about how you missed hanging out with me to get her jealous, while she confessed other personal things about our relationship only to be met by concurrence from you, and then how you attempted to kiss her once i left. anyone who was this confused about the situation as i was and still am wouldve been just as angry. all i know is after your conversation, heather says she doesnt want to be with me anymore, so frustrated, i left. she came after me and luckily i was able to change her mind. but the conversation took place between to two of you and you alone. how it was directed towards me, with what intentions it took place, and what happened behind closed
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what i feel like i'm lacking now, binky, is an apology for the inadvertent attempt to break heather and i up. you have to atleast see where i'm coming from. and i know you do, because you said you were worried about whether or not we actually did break up due to your unintended actions. heather and i deserve that much, and a true friend who still wants to be friends would understand why.
also also...what was with that dirty look you gave me on the out? you looked at me and snickered for reasons that are still unclear to me. why?
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also also...what was with that dirty look you gave me on the out? you looked at me and snickered for reasons that are still unclear to me. why?
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