what a day...where to start.when is it time to stop is there a time to stop or should you keep going until its stoped by someone else. lost confused should one change everything because it isnt accepted by someone else where to draw the line when to say you had to much is it worth it yes, no, no but it will be later? can something be beyond the ( Read more... )

theres one thing i dont really understand why is it that if someone (notsayin names) says they want to see you its...ok but if i say i want to see you its well i dont know what im doin alwell have fun ill talk to you tomorrow probably cuz you wont get home tell like 2 atleast and ill be asleep by then and i dont think youll call me when your out ( Read more... )

i just wanted every one that reads this to know that i love ashley and i would like her to live with me and mother my kids :) hopefuly thats what she wants too...:( i was just informed that ashley wont get off work until 12 thats crappy ima stay up to talk to her ima go watch the pink panther i love you ashley muah

i dont understand i really dont what the hell is my problem why am i not good enough why where has my life gone where is it going why must i screw everything up...everything nothing goes right nothing goes ok i have a good day during the end i screw it up what ths fuck what is wrong with me i just want ashley to love me like she used to but why why ( Read more... )

well i am sitting here half naked about to go to sleep today was pretty good there was no fighting we went and got ice cream from mcy ds cuz no where wlse was open all well maybe next time i tryed to saduce ashley but it didnt work :( maybe next time for that too well im going to sleep i hope i get to see her tomorrow i already miss her I LOVE YOU ( Read more... )

well tonight was a pretty great night we went to metro and made somore or how ever you spell it the only crappy thing is she made plans for saturday :( the longest day of the week i dont work and i dont have to get up early sunday so it wouldnt matter how late i was up and i dont get to see her that probably means no spending the night friday or ( Read more... )

one kiss thats all i got and it got wiped off and told it makes her want to punch me what a way to make my night shitty i didnt mind you were tired i know you were up all night with corey doin what ever i didnt mind when you were up with joe all night maybe one day you will want to do that with me again i dunno i just have alot on my mind and im ( Read more... )

i dont know where i went wrong in life i really dont i realize all the wrong stuff i did but where did it all start i have screwed everything up i am so sorry i just want things to be right again i was at sec of state and i saw this girl and guy sitting there and the guy was holding there baby i smiled i want that so bad is it ever going to happen ( Read more... )

well yesterday was my b-day and i have to say that it was probably the best birthday ive had i got to spend it with ashley and we where happy and we had a great day she got me a hat and a shirt and some shorts (thank you muah) it was just a really good day and im happy i got to spend it with her

i know im leaving tomorrow please dont be sad im not going to be gone that long i just want you to know that i love you and ill be thinking about you the hole time im there im going to miss you so much. you dont have to worry i wont do anything bad i love you and i would never hurt you. im going to be very careful you dont have to worry. you mean ( Read more... )