i was just thinking that...livejournal is bad for me..

everything i say on it...sounds good in my head..but bad to everyone else..

so..ive made the deicsion to not update anymore..

this will be the last entry youll see from muahhh. soooo..

yeah..sorry.  =/

yes.. i just deleted a whole entry..

im sorry. mmkay?

cause it wasnt meant to be upsetting or mean.

heres a shortened version without mean stuff.

..im happy. and im happy im happy. and im happy i found a way to be happy. and im sorry for anyone whos sad..i wish you could be happy...

:]

so uhm..i got my computer working again! whos thee best?!?! meeeee. haha ( Read more... )

..boys like whores. =/

im discontent.

yeah..soo..uhm..i wasnt in school yesterday cause..i had my senior pictures..then..i wasnt in school today cause..i threw up in my shower..isnt that just great? hah. soo..heres how my lifes been going...

i woke up on thursday morning..got a shower and straightened my hair..and went down to get my pictures taken..it was not nearly as bad as i thought ( Read more... )

unlike me..unlike me...do you think im strange?..unlike you..unlike you...i am not pretending...there is no time..there is no time...there is no time...time doesnt really exsist...the past, the present, and the future are all side by side hand in hand...you move, you change, yet you go nowhere...everything stays the same..you stare at me, and ask ( Read more... )

yeah..so..school yesterday was long. hah. like always. its seriously drags on so long every day ( Read more... )

ohhh. im sooo...restless..and i dunno..thoughtful..

tonight i found out something very disturbing..people, i dont need to know everything..some things..are just better left to me not knowing..:shudder:

uhmm..today..i went to school..went on the kent state trip..it was cool..we did nothing at all. yeahhh..

uhm..thennn...we came back to school..and did ( Read more... )

Well..I had a very bad day today. I cant really explain why. i guess there were quite a few reasons. I just kind of felt like killing myself. so yeah ( Read more... )

Welllll. i havent updated in quite a while. so..i thought i would ( Read more... )