Ok, So I am deathly ill. Well ok thats a bit over doing it, but I was deathly I'll... I am a bit better now. I went to the doctors they tested me for the Influenza type A... still haven't got results back. My mom wont let anyone leave the house. She thinks we are all going to spread it to the world ( Read more... )

Kevin is leaving for almost 3 months thursday morning. I don't know if I can have a good summer without him. Summer is supposed to be the funnest part of the year... the beach, no school, tanning! I mean, summer is the works, but without Kevin... it's not going to be the same. He says I will be ok after the first two weeks.. I think he is crazy. So ( Read more... )

Kevin is gone again. It sucks because it is on Valentines Day. Its such a lame holiday, but when you have someone to share it with it would be nice to be together. It's hard for me and I give him shit about it, but it is something that he loves doing so I should love him doing it. The summer is going to be lonely, but as long as he comes home to me ( Read more... )

Things I need to get out. I complain a lot.... I know ( Read more... )

It's going to the 13 years on the 13th... and you know what? I think I'm going to be alright.

Two years... wow... I love my boy!!!

Why didn't he tell me? Did he think it wasn't important? He must have lied to me that night... Why?

Days like this... there is no way to make me smile.

Happy Birthday Dad!

I don't understand why I am such a jealous person. Not only that, but I have trust issues, really bad trust issues. I want to believe that Kevin tells me the whole truth about everything, but my mind wont go in that direction. Sometimes I think some things he tells me is 100% bullshit... even though a part of me really wants to think otherwise. It ( Read more... )

So, Kevin's birthday is a month away... and I have no money! : /   I have no idea what to do. Maybe I will have him come over and I'll answer the door naked, and have stuff written all over me in latex paint, so that I will be like a birthday card. Hahaha, Just kidding.