So, I went to the beach tuesday... yeah I got burnt.

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I  watched P.S. I Love You tonight... I cried, I'm such a sap. It was really good even though it was all a blurr do to the tears in my eyes. It made me think though about how much love a person can have for someone. I know it is just a movie and no one really lives as happy has they do in movies, but it just seemed so amazing how these two people ( Read more... )

 Ok, so heres the scoop... life is ok. It is getting better. I can not wait until school gets out, one more week! WOoo... Bring on the summer time. I have one more paper to write and that is about it! I am exhausted as hell right now though... I just finished my 15 page research paper and I started it at 12 this morning. I need some sleep.. I ( Read more... )

 So, I have been doing TaeBo and Pilates almost everyday this month... and I have not drank soda in forever... and I had Wendy's for the first time in a month or so... but.... I GAINED WEIGHT. All this trying to lose weight and I gained it. Its only 2 pounds... but I gained it haha. I weighed myself the first of April I was 142.. then I weighed ( Read more... )

As of right now I am totally confused and frustrated and for some strange reason I can smell pepper... and I don't like it. 
I need more... a lot more and it is not going to happen unless I ruin things, and I really don't want to do that.

It's just not enough... just not enough.

Sometimes, when one person is not around, the whole world seems depopulated.

 This morning was awful... more so than others. But when I got a simple phone call my frown turned upside down. I was able to see the person I care about most and that quickly changed the direction my day was heading. He walked in the door, I had a smile on my face and my evening was perfect. I haven't had a day like this in a while. Laughing and ( Read more... )

 Sometimes I just don't know where I fit in.

Sometimes I want to cry. Other times all I can do is smile. My life is my worlds scariest roller coaster, not knowing what's around the corner. I just don't know whats coming... EVER!  Whether it be an awful day where everything goes wrong or just one of those days that are to good to be true. Sometimes I have a good morning and afternoon, but then ( Read more... )