It has been a veerrryy long time since i have been on here..I think i'm ganna make a new one though because this one is sooo old!! haha i've had it for a while..I don't really know how long for sure..but!! oh well..Soo i doubt anyone even looks at this anymore..buutt..oh well..BYES!!~

~*if you trust me then why won't you beleive me when i'm not even lieing to you ( Read more... )

~*breaking down,
letting go.
did i ever mean what i said?,
you will never know.
taking a chance,
letting you go,
were we ever suppose to be?
i'll never know.
come back to me,
look me in the eyes
tell me why you told all of those lies.*~

```*You live to see the day that i die.
you laugh and watch as i break down and cry.
everyday and every night i ask why.
i feel so lost and i feel so out of place.
you feel such strong hate for me but you won't say it to my face.
i'll always care, but not as much as i use to.
so stop telling everyone that i want back with you.
its no longer true

~*your such a wonderful dad.
when i'm dead i hope your glad.
those crocidile tears that run down your face,
this is not the time and this is not the place.
please just go home,
let me think this all out.
just give me a minute before i scream and shout.
i hardly even remember now what the fight was about.*~

~*A lost feeling inside me that won't let go.
a lost feeling inside of me that i don't even know.
a shattered relationship between me and my heart.
a scared girl afraid of a new start.*~

~*i don't want my old life back ( Read more... )

~*loving someone is giving them the chance to break your heart but trusting them enough not to*~

~*Curt should be coming!*~
YAY!

-ashley-

~*thinking of you at this very moment,
hoping to talk to you again and again.
if only i knew how to make one special moment last forever.
then we would never have to end.*~