So, she called me today and that made me happy, more so then i have been the past couple days. ive been happy too. so, she got me something silly apparently, im gonna make her a video of my trip and all the randomness of this trip. i think she'll like it. i still think im crazy.

It's been one day and i miss her already. Am i insane or what? We aren't even officially anything. I swear I'm crazy

1. Would you fuck me ( Read more... )

What did i just do....?

so, im a little anxious right now. i have a meeting w/ heintz and my dad and i think some teachers tomorrow. the only thing i'm worried about right now is mossman, but he knows i'm trying to make it up now, and the other is heintz telling my dad that i still need to finish my JCP. yeah, fuck off all you. but yeah. i have this impending feeling that ( Read more... )

POR QUE, MARIA?!?!?!?!

I kinda feel left out. not in the sense of my friends are ditching me kind, but the fact that everyone feels they are growing up, and are stressed and freaking out about college and so on... Me? i dont know how i feel. i guess i feel like i always do, just take things as they come and you'll be alright. people are planning the rest of their lives ( Read more... )

so, heres something i've been thinking about for a day or two, its also kinda the theme of my creative writing project at the moment. so here it is: are shadows the result of the light that is hope or do they surround hope and just make things that much harder even if they arent? are the shadows always there and every time new hope emerges it ( Read more... )

Got home at 3.....

went to bed at 5.......

woke up at 12.....

trying to figure out what i have due for which class.....

Bronoces play at 2......

today is gonna suck.

i know since i have had such horrible last few hours i'm gonna have nightmares, not typical zombie ones but psychological ones where it involves friends getting fuck over or something bad to me. tonight is gonna be hell. fuck everyone. there are no exceptions.