ok, i have come to realize i am not original. i may be unique but not truly original. i know what i like and what i want, most of the time, but i've realized that i dont who i am because i, like quite a few people, take bits and pieces of other peoples quirks, sayings, and even personality traits that people developed on their own. i am a product ( Read more... )

i feel i should update but theres nothing outstanding that comes to mind at the moment. you people should ask me some random questions that i could answer!! thats it! ask me random questions!!!

i hate feeling nauseated and feeling like i need to throw-up but dont.

saturday i took the SAT's. i know i fucked up the grammar section but oh well, doesnt matter too much. then went to lunch w/ hickey joe and boris. that was fun. i fell in love with the new spider-man game, it fucking awesome and then went to andy's and ate dinner then went and saw waiting. that is fucking hilarious! today i didnt do anything but ( Read more... )

alrighty, for those of you even mildly interested in my life at the moment, hell even for those of you who arent, heres an update on my life ( Read more... )

Had a whole day to think. not a good thing because i only reflect on the bad things when i dont do anything. and then i started thinking how things arent going the way i want them to right now, and its all my fault because i have complete control over whats not going right. ever since tuesday night when i saw The Believers (i think thats what its ( Read more... )

Elohai N'Shama Sh'Natatabe T'Hora Hee
It's Hebrew and the first thing that came to mind when i saw Shul in a movie in class.

He didnt even believe his own racism. He was hurt when they threw it on the ground.

fuck...just...just fuck.

so last night i hung out w/ tyler until like 1230. we went to Guadalajara grill, then went back to his place and watched Van Wilder. Awesome movie. then when it was over we talked about how hard it is to go from one school to another after you've made and had friends for so long. we talked about what makes a true friend. and a little of everything ( Read more... )

Ok, so, yesterday i hung out w/ andy and tyler. fucking best day i had all summer. ALL SUMMER. so we went and had lunch and talk for like 2 hrs before andy had to work. so then tyler and i went and checked out car audio systems for my car. NEVER EVER GO TO BEST BUY OR CIRCUIT CITY. they are way overpriced for the crap they sell. tyler and i found ( Read more... )

just got done with my religion homework. i had to get the book from jeremy at 930 last night and i did 5 out of 7 questions last night. it was easy thank G-d. now all my homework is done for the day, i think i'll read my geology so i dont have to this weekend. well, hasta.