its over... me moving to wisconsin.. having a life that might change the way i think.. to know someone cares about just as equally as i care for them.. the only way to look at it is with optimisim. maybe it was for the best? now i can do thinks i really want to do.. like be a fashion designer and go to school in italy? now i can go to new york ( Read more... )

drugs are bad.. believe me im feeling the effects i cant think!!

dont do drugs let them do you....

bawhahaha!! i want to go on a trip i hate being stuck here.. for long periods of time.. Hay! you suck at life.. and i dont! cuz i love your mom..

Omg! i shroomed out last night! and wow! was that an experiance i want to do again! I TRIPPED THE FUCK OUT! at first i got really sick then BOOOM! It hit me.. the house looked like it was breathing. .i thought i was in hell and ryan was the devil i thought i died.. i had a moment where it thought i was in the forest rainbows and crazy shit popped ( Read more... )

And god said .. let friday be the day to have sex, drink, and go all out crazy ( Read more... )

I took the most wonderfull drug yesterday it made me sooo happy and i loved to touch stuff.. it was the greatest feeling in the world.. Ecstasy is bomb! we went to ryans and just rolled. it was the best experiance ive had and to think TOOL goes soo great when your on the high its like anything ever everyone should try it at least once.. i was all ( Read more... )

Well life is just life right now.. mainly i keep to myself or im just with courtney nick and ryan ive pretty much kept myself in isolation from everyone.. idk why tho. i have been experimenting alot lately thats why i keep a tight circle dont want any loud mouths to know what ive been experimenting with.. cuz then my shit would be all fucked up. i ( Read more... )

Love is all i feel around me for now until it wears off in a few days.. and reality sets in that i wont see him until November if that or maybe not till december. But i have things to occupie my mind. for example school and work which is going to take up most of my time. i am in search for a good job that pays well cuz i have many bills to pay off ( Read more... )

Well things are looking quite better.. i bought a plane ticket with MY credit card.. so my parents cant give me shit.. im going to green bay on Sunday and wont be back till sat.. which is good its plenty of time to spend with Billy.. wish it was longer but hey its cool.. so yea.. im pretty happy about that but idk how happy i am to go on an ( Read more... )

so life has gotten shitty in like a mere 10.5 seconds.. i cant go see billy which sucks ass!!! i want to see him soo bad i miss him i feel as if my life can not go on.. idk dramatic i know but i feel like if i dont see him.. ill go crazy and the next 4 months are going to be shitty.. pure shit-tey. i miss him soo much never in my life have a felt ( Read more... )

fuck the world...

its a shit hole and no one cares if your drowing..

well.. yea im stuck in this shit hole for a few more months