well its been quite awhile since ive posted ( Read more... )

im tired

tired of being here
tired of being put down
tired of being told i cant do it
tired of being told i wont make it
tired of being steped on
tired of bullshit
tired of drama
tired of no being able to let go
tired of being sick
and just tired of being tired..

I was nice today...

one more week.... i havent even started packing...

hay if you read this your gay.

and yea w00t! phx here we come.. are you ready for it?

Well this week has been sort a drag i found out my grades and my stupid fat ass teacher for cultural anthroplogy failed me when she specificly told me i was going to pass.. well you win some you lose some i got a B in sociology and C in philosophy not bad for really not doing much lol ( Read more... )

well billy and i didnt work.. suprisingly i kinda knew it.. nothing of that sort works out for me look at this time last year.. ahh just a sad memory ( Read more... )

Well.. im guess im not moving to wisconsin.. idk why but i dont even feel like it bothers me. which is weird because if i really did love billy wouldnt i be hurting right now? i guess the loved just died out i didnt mean for it but i guess its the way things happen. i guess i really dont know what love is. i will always have a special place in my ( Read more... )

Is simply a fashion show...

fucken great! i love my life right now everything is going the way its suppose to school is almost over!!! i move in a few weeks.. my birthday is next wednesday!! yes! i can only imagine what im going to do for my birthday.. but yea life is grrreeeat!

i got my new car! yes! and i might go to san diego! yes! everything is working out well.. except i need 300 to visit billy for his birthday and if i dont hes going to be pissed! oh well.. if it doesnt happen it doesnt happen at least ill see him in a month and a few weeks.. i cant wait to leave yuma! hazza!

everything is soo much better i talked to him and told him how i really really felt seems he felt the same.. i shouldnt have gotten all crazy i know he loves me soo much its just the thought of losing him which drove me madd.. i really do love him and i do want to spend the rest of my life with him.. on a lighter note.. im giving up drugs for good ( Read more... )

i want to die ( Read more... )