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Hmph
I need something constant in my life. I can't take the way people come and go and come and go in this big cycle. Either be my friend, or don't. Don't act like you totally forgot about me for a long time then all the sudden want to be best friends again. People seem to think I forget why we stopped talking in the first place.
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FML
My life has been going downhill since Feb. 27. And everytime I think I've found some level ground and that I'll be ok, some other bullshit happens.
I'm done. Peace.
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Turmoil.
Life changes too much. Most of my friends lives and mine have been changing so much. I suppose everyones life is evolving in some form constantly, but it's more apparent lately. I don't like. There was a time when everything was steady for the most part. But the last few months have been turmoil. That's one of my favorite words. Turmoil. I dunno ( Read more... ) -
Musings of a Madman
I'm happy with my life. That's how it starts. I sit here on my favorite couch and I think, "I'm happy with my life." Then... I do a stupid thing. I actually THINK about it. Then comes the people I've lost, the way my heart was destroyed, money, how I used to have things much easier and I thought I had it bad then ( Read more... ) -
Poop
I haven't written in here in a while. As usual ( Read more... ) -
I want to go to there.
I feel like I want to runaway from here. At least for a while. Just me thinking too much. Way too much.
So I haven't wrote anything in tho journal in a while. Just haven't felt up to it. Haven't really been very happy lately.
Let's see... Only good things I can think of lately are all the awesome parties we've been having at the house. That and mad ( Read more... ) -
Everything happens for a reason
All I can think about this morning how if things were different I could be seriously messed up right now.
I was driving down 295 south in the rain and wind in my Grandpa's minivan at about 60 mph and all the sudden I saw a car a bit of a ways ahead of me spin in the middle of the highway the go literally straight into the ditch at at least 50 mph. I ( Read more... ) -
Work... Blech...
I don't want to be here. One more day then it's vacation time though. Woot.
I'm kind of at a stand still with losing weight. I'm still going to the gym but I'm stuck around 462 pounds. I've lost 28 in total but I just can't seem to lose more. I'm eating good still. Still going to the gym. I just dunno what to do. I haven't had soda in a month and a ( Read more... )