such a contrived love sick little bitch ( Read more... )

where is this world going that we can't see a truth when can't we see that the end is past we are just the rest what is left what was meant to never be begun with only an end off balance a top set to spin and spin into apathetic oblivion wishes are like nice days they come and go but never really make the hope true only making the bitter slide ( Read more... )

you can not unread this
like a breath or a blink
continuing and complete
undoable yet undone
the pull of this moment
the push of eternity
get lost in listening
find the way around words
just love to be

how i feel about you
more than any thing
shall never be spoken
words lost in the under tow
of every thing else that
pulls me into you
completely consuming my all

fingers rising and falling
strumming cords that create
a life in sound
just for a second
caring
more than ever before

i've been thinking ( Read more... )

eyes closed ( Read more... )

to say i am different now ( Read more... )

sorrow in my heart
where the pain falls down
rivers swell with sadness
i'll pretend to swim

loss without will
follow me through streets
endless to the soul
i don't know where to go

sympathy for hope
in secrets seldom shared
music tells a story
i can not follow

in between whispers and screams
there is a hum of discontentment
rising with the ire of circumstance
prolonged by apathy, degradation, and blame
as common as morning coffee
misplaced and misguided by thoughtful explanation
truth with even the slightest twist
turns on itself and births a lie
beautiful and factory manufactured sweet