There's just seven more days until the biggest challenge of my life (so far), my final year of high school, as a held back senior. I'm trying to keep a positive attitude, but it's kind of difficult when you know there are so many negative things that can happen. I'm worried about making friends, but I need to get out of my shell and just do what ( Read more... )

    Well there's about two and a half months of school left and the countdown seems to go faster and faster by the minute. I can't say that the thought of summer is comforting to me because in reality it is the complete opposite. The end of school means many things for me ( Read more... )

Relieved
Definition: To free from anxiety, fear, pain, etc.

This is an update to the "Sadness" post. I am very much better now and on better terms with that guy. We had a normal conversation that wasn't weird and it was nice to not feel scared and wonder if I'm doing something wrong. Now I can finally be around him and not freak out....well as much ( Read more... )

Sadness
Definition: Affected by unhappiness or grief; sorrowful or mournful.

It really sucks when you're down and all you can think about is the reason you're down. Maybe you can forget about it for a while or maybe get distracted for a little bit but it always seems to come back. I hate having feelings for guys...especially the ones you can't have. ( Read more... )

As time goes by things get better and things get worse. School is better now and I've learned to deal with my future in high school but sometimes I get a little stressed when I feel like I'm not getting something. Even though it's tough sometimes I just try to look at the bright side of it whether it be, "Hey it's almost friday." or "Tomorrow is a ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of school right now and I'm over all the bull. I try to look on the bright side, try to make it fun but sometimes no matter how hard I try it sucks. So this year I'm a Junior not a Senior like I'm supposed to be but a repeating Junior. So the Seniors take their own special pictures and spend hundreds of dollars going to a professional ( Read more... )

So school is still going very well and I'm really enjoying my classes. The teachers are pretty cool too and I'm liking where I see this year going. Some classes can prove to be a little challenging but I'm up for it and I'm willing to do what it takes to overcome each challenge as it comes to me. Hopefully by the end of the year I can look back and ( Read more... )

Alright so school has been pretty good and although sometimes there are things about it that I may not like, I also realize that that's the way it's always gonna be. I may like school or I may hate it, and so far I've had my ups and downs throughout the days. My friend helps me get through at least the first half of every day and after that it's up ( Read more... )

Bliss
-Definition: Supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment.

This has been the MOST AMAZING day ever!!!! I definitely was freaking out over nothing. Alright so this is how school went. I come in freaking out cause I'm just imagining all that can go wrong. 1st period comes and it was fun, educational and I really like my teacher, 2nd period was ( Read more... )

Music
-Definition: An art of sound in time that expresses ideas and emotions in significant forms through the elements of rhythm, melody, harmony, and color.

Music is like talking except it moves you and lets you really feel the emotion, while talking can be taken as a person chooses music is very to the point and lets you know what's up. It's a form ( Read more... )